sunshine of my life


This site is a tribute to the lady who brought sunshine to my life, a spring to my step, and beauty into my eyes.

I lost THE CHANCE OF LOVE with you. YOU WERE MY soulmate...


Anna, beautiful Magyar Hercegnöm - I'm so sorry that I let you down. Wherever you go, I wish you well. And I will always love you xx

This pain is terrible. True words had to be spoken, but that doesn't make it less painful. To hurt, and to be hurt are both dreadful. I just can't get you off my mind.

I don't want to lose you baby
And I don't want to be alone
Don't want to live my days without you
But for now I've got to be without you.

BTW, Magyar Hercegnöm - you ARE beautiful... (And you have no idea how long it took to create a ö for you! :)

Salmon with parsley sauce is good, but a Hun-garian Honey would be so much better...

In the chilly hours and minutes of uncertainty
I want to be in the warm hold of your loving mind

To feel you all around me
And to take your hand along the sand

When sundown pales the sky
I want to hide a while behind your smile

For me to love you now
Would be the sweetest thing, it's what'd make me sing.

3 years since that SWEETEST kiss. OMG, what a kiss...

4 years since the basketball club dinner for two... xx

Missing a certain Hun... trying to catch up with overdue sleep, and when awake, keep busy and not feel lonely

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Whitney sang wonderful songs for you.

Somehow i managed to ruin the chance of shared joy for Soulmates, the chance to be with my Hunflower.

Sadness now overshadows earlier happiness.

Sometimes love isn't enough. Is that true? Maybe... I know that I miss The Soulmate. These are some of the words that I've seen or heard recently that haunt me.

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel.
Those three words
Are said too much
And not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden thats
Bursting into life.

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own.

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see.

I don't know 'when'
Confused about 'how' as well
Just know that these things will never
Change for us at all.

One Republic said It's Too Late to Apologise. Is it..? Click here... please open this page in Internet Explorer.

This ain't some movie...
This ain't supposed to happen.
Saw my life flash in front of me.
And I had to close my eyes.

Because the silence is deafening. Click here... please open this page in Internet Explorer
when I know that you're out there...
cos the silence is deafening:
I know that you're out there.

Well I know where I went wrong
I pray for the strength to overcome
The weakness inside my heart,
The hole only you can fill.
'Cos the silence is deafening
when I know that you're out there.

I Guess I got what I deserved
Kept you waiting there, too long my love.
All that time, without a word
Didn't know you'd think, that I'd forget, or I'd regret
The special love I had for you
My baby blue.

We live and we die
Like fireworks.
Our legacies hide
In the embers
May our stories catch fire
And burn bright enough
To catch God's eye.


I don't know what the future holds for me: or for you. I do know that I am intensely sorry for all the pain and hurt: I know that I fell in love, totally... I know that I made a lot of mistakes... I know that I am still in love... I know that I am finding it very hard to recover, and impossible to forget...

Anna, beautiful Magyar Hercegnöm - I'm so sorry that I let you down. Wherever you go, I wish you well. And I will always love you xx

SOULMATES - click here

You're the match that lights the fire
Stepping stone across the mire,
Soul mates to the end
You're the voice inside of me
Bringing joy & harmony,
Soul mates to the end
Let's pack our bags so we can sail away
Leave the city for the sea,
The ocean's calling me
When we go back we can tell our friends
What we have seen

Close your eyes and feel the breeze on the ocean
Hear the ocean singing back to me
Close your eyes and feel at peace for a moment
For a moment, free.

Take my hand, let's leave tonight
Leave those aching thoughts behind,
Soul mates to the end
Write our names into the sand,
See new islands, different towns,
Soul mates to the end

And we'll both be fine, fine
As we drift in time.
And we'll both feel fine, fine.


Long romantic walks in the rain. Getting lost - in our thoughts, and in our whereabouts...

Hugging beneath the trees, drips falling unheeded on our heads, on your cheeks, down my neck...

Walking in the park in warm sunshine, buzzards wheeling overhead - and mistletoe in the trees above us!

Holding hands in the car, your doe eyes irrisistable, and then you nuzzle into my neck.

The light in your eyes when I brought flowers.

And the flower lady who said I could take them back within an hour if you refused me!

The Club Christmas Dinner together.

Your kisses, warm, sweet and tender on my lips.

Your infectious giggles, then your lovely laughter, even when I'm (trying to be) seriously romantic!

The shared cups of tea, your lovely eyes meet mine and I'm lost...

Snuggles in the car, as you doze off wrapped in my arms.

Romantic assignations in international departure lounge watching flights depart into the sunset.

Hungarian Princess with medical training appointed Cardiac Kid to Sir Lancelot. Her duties include shared medical visits and regular "check-ups" on her knight.

Smiley covered in roses.

Hotel staff cheer return of favourite colleague after international travels.

Giggles silenced with a kiss...

Mistletoe Trees inspected and found to be satisfactory. Many other trees tested for storm damage and found to be securely rooted in the ground.



'Let Me Be Your Hero'. 'Making me Glorious'.

'Please - Come Home Soon'.

'Because You're Gorgeous...'

'Maybe Maybe' - you'll 'Give A Little Bit Of Your Love To Me',
'Let it Grow', and 'I'll Be By Your Side' - 'It's a Kind of Magic!'

'Angels' - 'Only You Can Save Me'.

'Once Upon a Time in the West' is for waltzing.

[please don't let it be] 'Time to Say Goodbye'.

'I Just Can't Stop Loving You'.



You leaned across, our faces touched, your fingers traced
a baby touch, up cheek and to my head.
You nuzzled doe-like to my neck: heart raced...
sunny You raised your lips to mine with shy but warm invite:
Our tongues met, courtseyed, touched and fled.
Space invaded then repelled, again defences tight.

Your gaze averted, and your hands touched mine
My fingers stroked long hair, on neck alighted
I felt your pulse awaken as I grazed fair lady's skin.
Mine also quickened as your lips invited,
Parted, warmed my own with brief entice.
Defences falling, mine gone without trace!
Our tongues resumed their dance and then their full embrace,
No words required - entwined rhapsodic tongues suffice.

Magyar Princess out from safety, gives me deepest kiss.
For me the empty decade waiting, but now bliss.
Comfort zones unlocked, her walls down and don't rise....
'Touch', she says, 'means much to me', which comes as nice surprise.
We linger wanting more, but time demands we part.
I hope she asks me back - she's kept my heart!


I waited lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er hills and vales,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, a flock of spam e-mails;
I looked, I searched in frantic manner
But there was nothing there from Anna.

Daffodils are nice, I know
And snowdrops bright against the snow:
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.
Roses bloom and scent the air,
Though not as sweet as Anna's hair.

Her eyes are like the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
In my mind I saw her glance,
Tossing her head in sprightly dance.

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
For then my heart is filled with cheer,
I'm dancing with sweet Guinevere.

(With thanks and apologies to Wordsworth and his daffodils... )


Cherish is the word
I use to describe
My five minute cuddle
With Anna in her drive.


Hmmm... let me see... what's peace of mind worth? What price happiness? How do you value a soulmate?
You may be 'only' a princess, but you are worth a king's ransom to me.


"Follow your Heart"

You're sure to do impossible things
If you follow your heart:
Your dreams will fly on magical wings
When you follow your heart.